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See the stars as what they are

See the stars as what they are... a reminder of your sadness... as all you ever wanted was to be loved

November 6th...

Fri Nov 6, 2009, 2:38 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: ...nothing, everything's giving me a headache...
I woke up at 3 am with a horrible ache. My chest and stomach were both hurting… it felt like there was a great weight on my ribs and it hurt slightly to breathe… I feel like I‘m going to throw up… I tried sleeping on my pillow and it only hurts more… I can’t make the pain go away… I keep crying, it’s aching so much… and even my back hurts too… it’s 4 am now… I have to be up in two hours… I can’t sleep… I’m hurting and I feel sick and I have no comfort… I wish I could call him… I wish I could hear his voice… I want to stop hurting so much… somehow he comforts me…

I give up… I give up on breathing… I give up on living… I give up on everything… I’m tired of this same old story repeating the same old things with a different twist… I’m tired of it… it’s never going to change no matter what I do… so why should I even try? Why should I keep waiting, and hurting, and crying? Why should I keep stopping myself from doing something stupid just because you ask me to? I just want to disappear, die away, never been seen again, it’s not like many people really care… most of my friends surely don’t, I doubt they’ll even notice I’m gone…

…I still hurt so much… why’s it hurt….? …no one can help me……

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  • Current Residence: Texas, suburb of that one city
  • Interests: Drawing, death, sorrow, misery, torture, ART...happiness.... love....
  • Favourite movie: Nightmare Before Chirstmas,Vampire Hunter D,Spawn,Spirited Away,Howl's Moving Castle....etc
  • Favourite band or musician: Bullet for my Valentine,Three Days Grace,Avenged Sevenfold,Evanescence,Linkin Park,Nightwish...etc..
  • Favourite genre of music: hmmmm.............can't you tell? Look at the bands I like!
  • Favourite artist: You guys! ^^
  • Favourite poet or writer: my sister, my friends
  • Favourite style of art: ehhhh I like all I guess =D
  • MP3 player of choice: SONY!
  • Shell of choice: My Mr. Turtle's
  • Wallpaper of choice: All of the Above and/or Below
  • Skin of choice: Decaying, tearing, soft kind
  • Favourite game: Klonoa, SonicTH, Soul Calubur 2,3,4, Legend of Zelda, Warcraft 2, WoW, God of War1+2, Okami, etc....
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2, Wii, Gameboy SP, Nintendo DS, PC lol
  • Favourite cartoon character: Klonoa, Sonic, Shadow, Mephiles, Edward Elric, Inuyasha, Light Yagami, L, Toph, Zuko, Sokka, etc
  • Personal Quote: ...as all you ever wanted was to be loved....
  • Tools of the Trade: Tablet, pencil, PC?

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:icontsumerai-kyon:
thanks for the fav!

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They always try bring me down, and later try fills me up saying to be other thing, but they never said... "Mangaka"
:iconmysticbliss11:
Thanks for all the favs. - glad I could peak your interest. :hug:

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=SongofthePoets
"Get your rhyme on!"
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:icondark-the-mysterious:
No, thank you! Your words are very touching and emotional, I love it dearly =D
:iconmysticbliss11:
Aww... :hug: It's nice to be appreciated.

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=SongofthePoets
"Get your rhyme on!"
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:iconscarlettletters:
Thanks for taking the time to view and fave my work - I appreciate it.

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An Irishman has an abiding sense of tragedy that sustains him through temporary bouts of joy.
:icondark-the-mysterious:
You're very welcome ^^
:iconfaoiltiarna-wolf:
Thank you so much for the :+fav:!

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If it's worth having, it won't come easy...
Unfortunately, most people these days don't know how to fight for what they want, and throw away priceless treasures by walking away like cowards.
:iconcklj:
Thanks for the favs. :)

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I like art. Live with it.
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Ps. Avatar made by Meowl.

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