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...things...

Sun Jun 21, 2009, 10:56 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: If You Only Knew by Shinedown
...things are getting really hard on me... too much has happened in the two years i've been in high school... best and worst years of my life... i... it hurts just being up, awake, alive... it hurts... in two years, i had met my best friend, one of my friends died, my grampy died, and my friends are leaving me... on friday my best friend moved from home... and that night i just couldn't stop crying, i had to force myself to go to sleep or i would've stayed up all night crying... i just hurt so much... i can't stop crying... i know so much that i have depression and all sorts of stuff but.. i don't want to take medication for it.. it won't help... i don't want to end up like my mom, there's nothing wrong with it but... i just don't want to depend on meds just to feel better... i just... i just wish things weren't how they are... there's the goods and the bads... just too few goods to keep me going... i'm losing myself, my will to live, everything... i just want it to stop... it's too much for me...

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  • Current Residence: Texas, somewhere..... >> << lol
  • Interests: drawing,day dreaming,wondering....sleeping
  • Favourite movie: Nightmare Before Chirstmas,Vampire Hunter D,Spawn,Spirited Away,Howl's Moving Castle....etc
  • Favourite band or musician: Bullet for my Valentine,Three Days Grace,Avenged Sevenfold,Evanescence,Linkin Park,Nightwish...etc..
  • Favourite genre of music: hmmmm.............can't you tell? Look at the bands I like!
  • Favourite artist: You guys! ^^
  • Favourite poet or writer: my sister, my friends
  • Favourite photographer: Erica Fish, aka Pootypoo lol <--she's my cousin lol X3
  • Favourite style of art: ehhhh I like all I guess =D
  • MP3 player of choice: SONY!
  • Wallpaper of choice: *shrugs* far too many
  • Skin of choice: ummm..? mine...?
  • Favourite game: Soul Calubur 2+3,Legend of Zelda,Warcraft 2,WoW,God of War1+2, Okami,Shadow+Sonic the Hedgehog...etc
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2 I guess
  • Favourite cartoon character: Klonoa, Sonic and etc....how's that? 'cause there's ALOT of them
  • Personal Quote: Rawrs! Let's put bombs in the heads of those we hate and watch them pop like firecrackers!!! XD
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil? computer? huh?

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=Daniel-Link:iconDaniel-Link: Jul 4, 2009, 10:26:08 AM
thanks for the fav

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~Lunaromon:iconLunaromon: Jun 1, 2009, 4:38:11 PM
Thanks a bunch for the fave. ^^

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*HollowPixie:iconHollowPixie: May 7, 2009, 10:43:15 AM
Thanks for the fav!!:iconcheerplz:

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=Daniel-Link:iconDaniel-Link: May 3, 2009, 8:06:11 PM
Thank you so much for faving , and the watch too, I really appreciate it :)

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:pokeball:Warm my pokemon eggs pls [link] :XD:
=Aikya:iconAikya: Apr 27, 2009, 3:10:53 PM
Thank you so much for the fave on [link] my dear! :hug:
Would you like to be a watcher? :D

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